I always have this weird idiosyncrasy of regretting what I always do when things don't go the way i want. Always thinking back and ponder "ah shit, f**k sia, dammit, should not have done it this/that way"
One word, pessimist.
Maybe its due to the stress I'm facing right now, with tons of projects flying straight in my face, mountains of tutorials to finish and well, TIME ! Yes, time. Like, I can't find time to do the things I love and enjoy. Missed the good times when I could just sit down in front of the computer the whole day watching anime till my eyes bled.
But on the good side, this series of events made me want to push myself further. I have to get things done in an orderly fashion. No more procrastination like how I used to be in JC.
Life can get tough, but I guess its part of it. For my passion towards Japanese (though i think i screwed up the oral test, no point whining over it, since it wont change anything), I'll persevere till the very end.
Right, doing some work before heading off to bed. Have to reach school by 10am tomorrow. Think its better to sleep early, for once.
*f**k, dam the japanese test* =.=
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