the fk word.

okay, in this 1 paragraph, i'm going to let out my fk-ing sorrows. 1 word for today. fk fk fk fk. seriously, fk. why? cause of geography. so fk-ed up that i wanna cry. i did fk-ing badly. it doesn't feel good at all. instead, i feel dreadful. argh, fk. the thing is, i did study! fk lor, i am seriously gonna consider going poly next year. 

okay, no more fk-s.. 

however, who in the right mind would want to do that? going poly = sacrificing ur friends, ur 1 precious year, the people u like and the future. i don't want that. its like, if i go poly, ill end up celebrating my 21st birthday as an adult in the jungle, together with my NS mates. wow .. -.- 

hai... but what's done is done, and it cannot be undone. no point brooding over it. sian, if i want to stay in jc, i have to start mugging every single day till the end of the holidays. okay, so for tonight, PW and MATHS. i'm serious. i don't want to screw up my A lvls, that's for sure. 

sorry for my bad attitude today, cause im really depressed. well, no more already. =)